well.. work has been going ok so far.. two days in to the week.. :) new classes and all. my girl that i work with is a little hard at times. but i just know that i have to do it so i do.. i mean i wanted a job to work with children, the ONLY thing they told me that was open at that time was working with a sr i was like oh boy..

my life is not what i wish it was right now.. i mean im going to be 27 soon and feel like i have nothing to show for it.. :( it makes me upset more then anything.. i mean yeah i have been here and there... but right now i feel like i should have friends to help me in times of need.. and then be there for me when i am hurting, and or me there for them.. and i am not that way.. well maybe only online.. and.. i wish i had at less a guy in my life.. i mean.. i have someone who likes me.. but i just dont know if it will work out..

ill put more up later.. but this is good for now..

 i dont come here much anymore due to having another xanga and not that many ppl come here.. but maybe ill try to work on that..

ill talk more tomorrow ...

well before i put up here what i liked about my reading.. and ppl asked what i was doing.. well i dont care what ppl think this is more of a thing for me then any other person lol.. so yeah....

i read pro... 28... and i liked some thing on here..so yeah...

10. he who leads the upright along an evil path will fall into his own trap, but the blameless will receive a good inheritance.
( i think a lot of ppl are like this... they find good ppl and they bring them down.. i hope your not one of them)
13. he who conceals his sins does not prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy.
(i like this one cause it just means you need to tell ppl whats going on in your life.)
14. blessed is the man who alsways fears the Lord, but he who hardens his heart falls into trouble.

20. a faithful man will be richly blessed, but one eager to get rich will not go unpunished. yet a man will do wrong for a piee of bread.

26. he who trusts in himself is a fool, but he who's walks in wisdom is kept safe.